Feeling at my lowest...
Posted 06-26-2008 at 02:17 AM by Noonie
34 days left to D-DAY and i have to admit that i am feeling pretty much at my lowest!
I am feeling sooo fat and uncomfortable, i know its the extra weight that i have gained so quickly in the last 6 weeks. I gyt up in the morning and even my knees are cracking when i come down the stairs i am really feeling this added weight and i dont like it.
I have a family wedding to go to tomorrow night and to be honest if i could get out of going i would as i feel that everyone will be looking at me and thinking what i am feeling and know yes 'oh how much weight has she put on'???
Thats it i have had enough and i have decided that i am going to go into town and buy slimfast and get geared up to start on monday morning. I have 4 weeks from monday so reckon that i could lose maybe the weight that i gained so recently and maybe i would feel better within myself to travel for my surgery.
I am feeling sooo fat and uncomfortable, i know its the extra weight that i have gained so quickly in the last 6 weeks. I gyt up in the morning and even my knees are cracking when i come down the stairs i am really feeling this added weight and i dont like it.I have a family wedding to go to tomorrow night and to be honest if i could get out of going i would as i feel that everyone will be looking at me and thinking what i am feeling and know yes 'oh how much weight has she put on'???
Thats it i have had enough and i have decided that i am going to go into town and buy slimfast and get geared up to start on monday morning. I have 4 weeks from monday so reckon that i could lose maybe the weight that i gained so recently and maybe i would feel better within myself to travel for my surgery.
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Noonie-feel better and be good to yourself!Lowest point --been there--you have just the cure-a plan and certain results that you will achieve post-op. Time to stop being hard on yourself and keep saying 'I'm doing this for me and to feel good again"-don't / stop thinking that folks are judging you or not understanding. Surround yourself with supportive, friendly humans and protect yourself from the negative thoughts. You will be so relieved on surgery day-thoughts are with you!!!
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