December 7th. In just about 20 days away, my life is going to change. Not like a haircut or shopping change. A real change, A Oh-my-god what is happening change.

I am terrified. I am plagued with what-if's. Am I still going to be hungry? How do I deal with the after surgery stuff? Most important, What if I don't wake up?

Reminding myself to breathe.

Nerves I know. I am trying to throw myself into anything distracting, Half way through an x-box session,...

Mint.E