What's all the anger about??
I am unsure exactly what is happening, but I am borderline angry for the last couple of days. I feel like there is a raging inferno waiting to erupt at any moment.
Last night was the first time since my surgery that I was on a serious binge. I am surprised that I did not throw up. But I can clearly see how easy it could be to put weight back on. I eat something about every 20-30 minutes. Stupid stuff and for the lost part low calorie, but I can see the potential problems I will have if I don't get a handle on it right now. I checked my weight this morning and my binge did not add any weight, thankfully. But that is only part of the issue.
I am unsure if it's the hormones that I have been taking to get my cycle to start of what. The Doctor gave me progestrin (sp), it seems that my body is still making estrogen. But my cycles are skipping 3-6 months at a time. So I don't know if it's that or what. Then last night my DH was doing his "normal" fantasy baseball draft stuff on the computer, leaving me with about nothing to do. Then once again the roof in our bedroom was leaking, so I called the landlord. (Still have not heard from her) So then since I couldn't sleep in there I slept on the couch. About midnight the draft was final done and DH went out to listen to a band at the corner bar. I wasn't reaaly interested in going, but he didn't ask me - so that kinda pissed me off.
I feel a bit better typing it out, but am really confused as to where this emotion is coming from...
Last night was the first time since my surgery that I was on a serious binge. I am surprised that I did not throw up. But I can clearly see how easy it could be to put weight back on. I eat something about every 20-30 minutes. Stupid stuff and for the lost part low calorie, but I can see the potential problems I will have if I don't get a handle on it right now. I checked my weight this morning and my binge did not add any weight, thankfully. But that is only part of the issue.
I am unsure if it's the hormones that I have been taking to get my cycle to start of what. The Doctor gave me progestrin (sp), it seems that my body is still making estrogen. But my cycles are skipping 3-6 months at a time. So I don't know if it's that or what. Then last night my DH was doing his "normal" fantasy baseball draft stuff on the computer, leaving me with about nothing to do. Then once again the roof in our bedroom was leaking, so I called the landlord. (Still have not heard from her) So then since I couldn't sleep in there I slept on the couch. About midnight the draft was final done and DH went out to listen to a band at the corner bar. I wasn't reaaly interested in going, but he didn't ask me - so that kinda pissed me off.
I feel a bit better typing it out, but am really confused as to where this emotion is coming from...
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