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My PCP suggested in a very open-ended/vague way that she saw more success with the RNY vs. the band and in my mind she seems to prefer that. She told me to ask lots of questions about the differences when I go to the educational seminar. I'm just scared, period, at this point. But the time could be here faster than I'd planned, depending on insurance and surgery waiting lists, etc.

I only wish that those I loved wouldn't react so negatively when I tell them I'm on this "path" to surgery, but I know they just care about me and the risks that surgery can bring. But I'd rather do it while I'm healthy enough when there's a lower risk than years later when who knows what else is wrong with me.