So, my last post was about meeting a boy, well i went on a date with said boy for halloween and i haven't seen him since, go figure. He was supposed to come visit me today, but he blew me off. So I was pretty bummed.. but I was talking to my friend on the phone and she was like i have to go to the mall lets go shopping that'll cheer you up, and of course i responded with ugh i hate shopping, mostly because i am so used to the clothes in the normal stores being wayyyyy to small for me! So she was...

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So I thought my friends treating me differently was weird.. but the other night i went to a concert in the city and i spotted this tall extremely good looking guy from across the room, so i started shooting him glances. Long story short he moshed his way over to me and we were talking and hanging out the rest of the show. at the end of the show he asked for my number. I was totally in shock at this point.. Ive spotted many cute guys before and never talked to any of them before. So we had our...

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Well, as you can see from the title, its been a while since i posted, now that school has started again I've been super busy with life! but on a good note so far I am down to 186 i havent been in the 180's since like 8th grade, its amazing! im wearing size 12 jeans, size 14 skinny jeans.. haha i dont care they look amazing on me! Although, i have to say the biggest issue im having now is with my guy friends, i have always been like one of the guys and recently since my weightloss some of them have...

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Reached my first weightloss goal so far!! I wanted to get to onederland by the time school started and with only one day left I made it!! It feels so amazing to be able to say that I am currently under 200lbs... I can't even remember the last time i was able to say that... And now I feel like I can go back to school this semster a completely new person!! There is nothing standing in my way now!! I just need to make sure that I get into a serious exercise regimine that way I can tone it up and look...

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So i reached my the half way mark on my weightloss yesterday, and granted I am extremely happy about this I have lost 55lbs all together and 40lbs since surgery.. But i just dont feel It.. I took pictures and i clearly look better.. but i just feel so flabby and gross and idk. I know its completely normal to not notice your own weightloss.. but i really want to!! im sure that once more weight has come off and i keep up with the exercising ill start to notice it more on myself. Ugh which is the...

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