Half way blues..

So i reached my the half way mark on my weightloss yesterday, and granted I am extremely happy about this I have lost 55lbs all together and 40lbs since surgery.. But i just dont feel It.. I took pictures and i clearly look better.. but i just feel so flabby and gross and idk. I know its completely normal to not notice your own weightloss.. but i really want to!! im sure that once more weight has come off and i keep up with the exercising ill start to notice it more on myself. Ugh which is the other issue! I NEED MOTIVATION!! to get off my ass and do some toning exercises.. I wanna look good!! but for some reason its suuuuch a chore.. come on some one!! kick me in the ass!