so i go in today to have my depo shot and we all know i suffer from my scale withdrawls and havent been on it since May 4th (had to give it to mom) OMG they weighed me at 218! WTH!!! I'm so disgusted now what the heck is wrong! I HOPE thats just because my scale is different than theres (except theres is the manual one you push to get right number) STUPID i left there feeling so mad as usual and that i'm not doing well on this surgery and back to being mad

Now i'm desparate almost to weigh myself...