well i got a call from someone today wanting to interview me for a contracts coordinator. Now right now i'm in school for RN but the pay for this job is really good! i've made a "commitment" to myself to NOT work until done with RN school around another 2 years so i'm really perplexed and i'm going to go on the interview just to "see" i hate being broke and living on the state of AZ and i know i could make probably twice as much as this but it does start out around the same as...

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Ok let see Sharon if we can do this.

My Stats as of morning 5/13/08
Weight 212

Breakfast
Coffee w/ creamer 65 cals
Protein w/ fiber smoothie 170 cals 26g protein
multivitamin

Lunch
Southwest Corn soup 190 cal
coffee 65
Dinner
SW soup 190 cal
SF pudding 90 cal
Snacks
protein shake 135 cal 26 grams prot.
Protein amount
26g

Fluid amount 36 oz (i...

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so i go in today to have my depo shot and we all know i suffer from my scale withdrawls and havent been on it since May 4th (had to give it to mom) OMG they weighed me at 218! WTH!!! I'm so disgusted now what the heck is wrong! I HOPE thats just because my scale is different than theres (except theres is the manual one you push to get right number) STUPID i left there feeling so mad as usual and that i'm not doing well on this surgery and back to being mad Now i'm desparate almost to weigh myself...

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Well i just dont understand why i'm not loosing like a crackhead smokes crack! I really have been in my current stall for like 3 weeks now. I think i dropped a pound but thats questionable because of different days i weigh myself. I see so many succeeding better than i and i just get dissappointed. Even my own dad was telling me about his 600 pound buddy that had surgery 3months ago has lost well over 100 pounds. DUH whatever dad! My dad said when they come back in October he wants to see me down...

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Wow who would have thunk it that a girrdle could really work for me! I hate hate hate the droopy belly rolls especially when i wear my churchin' dresses and that i cant wear my newly purchased size regular 18 in them due to this jelly rolls if you will. BUT i bought a girrdle today and wella they fit! Well all except 1 outfit. I'm now on the hunt for 2 more girrdles I never knew you could hide the rolls shoot hope i dont have one of my "explosive" episodes and have to try to pry that...

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