Stupid RNY
Posted 09-30-2008 at 09:49 AM by Godsblessedme
well i'm deciding to blog alittle more here i have some serious NON weight loosing issues and its eating me up! I just dont understand everyone is loosing weight except me (and a few others) but they have already lost over 100 and here i am just nothing. I feel like yet again i have failed at another "diet and excersize" regime and i'm useless with this! I want to cry. The surgeons scale says 198 and mine is saying 193 I will take mine 
but even at his office only 70 pounds in almost 10 months is mortifying. I am excersizing and eating right! I see people on here and OH that barely eat anything and they are in the 150's. I'm just beyond words and cant wrap my head around this.
yeah ok my face looks skinny woop T do! i still have a pregnant looking belly and still have poop issues. i cant live like this with the poop issues so i'm breaking down and taking the referral to a GI doctor. This is ridiculous i waited 1 1/2 years to be approved for this retarted surgery and jumped thru all the hoops and this is what i get! CRAP my WW friend has lost 80 pounds in 6 months i'm embarassed and people wonder if i really had the surgery. I hope and pray there will be light at the end of this dark tunnel because if there is not i will never forgive myself for having an RNY and will regret it forever!
but even at his office only 70 pounds in almost 10 months is mortifying. I am excersizing and eating right! I see people on here and OH that barely eat anything and they are in the 150's. I'm just beyond words and cant wrap my head around this. yeah ok my face looks skinny woop T do! i still have a pregnant looking belly and still have poop issues. i cant live like this with the poop issues so i'm breaking down and taking the referral to a GI doctor. This is ridiculous i waited 1 1/2 years to be approved for this retarted surgery and jumped thru all the hoops and this is what i get! CRAP my WW friend has lost 80 pounds in 6 months i'm embarassed and people wonder if i really had the surgery. I hope and pray there will be light at the end of this dark tunnel because if there is not i will never forgive myself for having an RNY and will regret it forever!
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Oh Deb,
What to say? I just want to give you a big ole hug. Always remember that the lord does not give us more than we can handle. There are reasons for everything we just may not understand them at the time. Maybe your health would be at risk if you lost to fast and your angels are keeping you well. I know it's frustrating hun but, you will get through this. I may be short but, I have great shoulders for crying on. My oldest daughter is moving back to Casa Grande on the 17th. Don't make me give her your addy and have her come kick your booty. |
 
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sorry to hear about to hear about your stall and frustration. I knw this is no help but at all my meetings i am told at least 5 times that not everyone is the same and not expect to lose like everyone. Some lose more some lose less.. I know it sucks but god made us all different. I think you look fantastic. Stop worrying about all the people and look at the changes you have made.. Stay focused on you.:)
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