Yesterday was 5weeks since my gastric Bypass surgery.. The surgery pain is a lot better, almost all gone.. But the food is the hard part. Everyone socially eats and drinks together.. I find my self panicing when im out, even when im home.I get very depressed and wanna eat..I know I cant cause the next thing that happens is the hot, cold attack, following the throwing up.. I need someone in my long island N.Y. to walk and talk to.. My family tries to understand, why out of know where.. I cry.. I lost my friends cause all they do is eat and drink and I cant.. Im trying to find a job, so id keep my self and mind busy..
Is there any one out there feeling the same.. any help..