So tonight is my last night of "eating" before I start my two week pre-op diet tomorrow. Eeeekkk!
I've ordered my favourite takeaway - really naughty! Medium chips and medium mixed donna kebab lol tut tut! I slowly made my way through the chips and got to my favourite part the kebab, I was nibbling at it like a mouse. An hour later and I havent really touched it! I cant believe I've not eaten it! I've not really eaten much all day I think from the shock and another emotional triumph (see below). Whats wrong with me? Am I just passed the food thing? I'm not too worried about it now, it's on it's way to the bin and I'm all geared to go ahead with my pre-op diet tomorrow - milk based. Wish me luck!!
I've mentioned before about my so called best friend of 10 years and her lack of support through this journey for me. I have today found out some hurtful truths about the person I cherished as a best friend for 10years!! So today I publicly burnt that bridge down! I feel good for having done so now. I was upset earlier because the thought of "my best friend" not being there for one of the most important changes of my life hurts.
I have recently made a huge apology to an old friend who I was somewhat inconsiderate to a while back and this last fortnight we have picked up where we left off a few months ago. She has been more than supportive and I feel lucky to have her by my side again.
Thats all for now
Good luck and best wishes to all