I've just watched a documentary on fat being a fetish. Big jiggly belly's being and I quote " a weapon of sexiness"!!
How is this so? I have craved my whole life to be slim. Never would I or could I imagine what I look like now to be at all remotely sexy!
I'm shocked at what I've seen, I felt very tearful at one point but I can understand why to be honest.
Half of me admires these women for their confidence and pride in their weight and the other half is in disbelief.
Some of the ladies aren't that big to me but, I think that's because of my size perception. Some of the ladies are 40 stone plus (620pounds) and wanting to get bigger.
How is it that there has been generations of a mass desire to be slim and fit in and now being largely overweight is on the brink of becoming less of a taboo.
I know centuries ago it was the bigger and more voluptuous a woman the more desirable and wealthy they were or appeared to be but surely even they had a limit?
It's not so much the size of these pretty ladies, and they are pretty but, the health problems and the restrictions on day to day stuff that I and I know others on TT long to do.
I wonder if part of me is some what jealous of these models. They've taken what I feel excludes a person from a normal part of society. They have embraced their size and put it to a positive where as I cant, mine's all negative in regards to my weight and size, it always has been and will be until I feel I am comfortably slim.
I'm not sure why I blogged on this lol just thought I'd put it out there.
I wonder what everyone's view is on it all?
Best wishes t all