I am so overwhelmed with everything in my life right now. I am losing focus on eating the right things and just eating the easily accessible stuff. The wedding plans are in full swing, and there is only a month to go. Trying to figure out where all my skin will go in my wedding dress should be fun. Hello Spanx! I can't wait for plastic surgery. lol My hair is still falling out but not as much as before it seems. I didn't want to be a bald bride. BTW, how come almost every food/drink tastes different...

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I finally can wear the clothes and underwear from Victoria's Secret. The secret is how much money I am willing to spend just to say that. I am still losing hair at an alarming rate, and will have to swing by GNC to pick up some stuff that was suggested on the boards. Well, I hope everyone has a wonderful Valentine's day.

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I swear my body wants to stay fat! My hair is falling out all over the place, but no worries. My fiance, yes you read that right, my fiance and I were picking out rings and he said he won't care if I'm bald at the wedding. Yeah right, he says that now... Seriously, I finally hit the century mark and am no longer lingering at 98 lbs lost. Considering it has only been since August 24 since I started dieting in earnest, and October 1st since my surgery, I feel pretty good. I was in the store today...

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I finally broke down and bought a pair of pants that fit. I was freezing to death and the thought of wearing another dress was going to kill me. I was planning on letting the hair grow on my legs, just for warmth's sake, but now I don't have to. Thank goodness. I feel like I will never be warm again, and living in southern Cali isn't even helping. Next on my list...thermals.

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If one more person asks me what I want for Christmas, there WILL be bloodshed. My b/f has asked my ring size, shoe size, clothing size, etc.. but I will not give those out, and since they are changing, I don't want any of the above gifts. I prefer 'free' gifts anyways. Why doesn't he understand? I would like a back rub by candlelight, given by him, or just a quiet night, just the two of us, hanging out. He tells me those are mine any time I want. Dang it all. This is way too stressful. Well, at...

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