Lately I haven't been sleeping well. I take my Iron and B1 at bedtime since they make me kind of ill, and I think that's the cause. I swear I go to bed every night hungry, even though I know I am not. It is the strangest feeling. The scale isn't dropping as fast as I had hoped, but I have noticed my shape changing. Mostly, my bust. I am now down a whole cup size, and it's what people notice about me now. lol Well, I needed to lose weight there too, so... I just figure that when this is all over...

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For the first time this year I went to see my oldest son play football. I had avoided going before because I was afraid people would be looking at me, and I might not fit in the seats. It was such an awesome feeling sitting there, cheering him on, being able to stand up and scream his name with pride. I am no longer going to let food dictate my life, and I won't be on the sidelines ever again. I have finally turned that corner. By the way, his team trounced the other side 28-0. That's my boy! ...

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Imagine my surprise when after eating an egg, once again, the white foam that spew from my mouth. It was a truly magical and awe inspiring thing. Now I feel like I really belong on this forum.

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Well, I just got back home after being evacuated due to the CA wildfires, and boy am I happy. It was really hard to be away, and my diet was suffering. With all the smoke I wanted to gulp down water, so the little sips were not at all satisfying. Luckily, my house is intact with just minimal damage. On the positive side, all the clothes I brought were baggy and loose. PTL! I'm not weighing myself for another week though. I need calm, and if I weigh myself it will just add stress.

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Okay, it's been two weeks today since I was released from the hospital. It feels like forever since I have been back to work. It's strange, I feel good, but have no intention of rushing back to the office. Heck, if they want to give me six weeks off, I'm taking it! lol Actually, I am feeling like I need to go back. Just sitting at home, etc..leaves me too much time to focus on food, and I am getting obsessive. I need to stay away from the scale. I worry about every ounce.

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