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what a year!

Posted 10-24-2009 at 11:17 PM by Benjamin

2009 has definetally not been my year. Gained back all the weight I strugled loosing couple of years ago, being diagnosed with diabetes, lost my job and feeling as sad as ever.
It is a rainy Sunday morning today, and I woke up crying.
My friends say I need to proceed one step at a time. But have you ever felt like you've had enough? I read Jaymelee's latest blog entry a few minutes ago and it made me smile.
Need somekind of change fast. So, so tired :-(

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	So where will you go from here? Are you c onsidering weight loss surgery? I am sorry to hear you feel so worn down...
	Posted 10-24-2009 at 11:34 PM by ardita

	hello ardita. Cannot afford many things at the moment. Where I live such operations are rarely approved, and if they are, the public hospitals that do them are bad. (and thats a nice way of putting it). So life will (once again) have to wait. :-(
	Posted 11-03-2009 at 11:07 AM by Benjamin

Wow. I am sorry things are so tough. All I can share is that having lost the weight has been vey liberating for me. I am much healthier, no longer prediabetic or hypertensive, the joints feel good-even my knee that had surgery last year and was still giving me trouble. I wonder how much of the weight loss success is due to the surgery and how much is due to the mental mindset and commitment. I certainly still find I have to face the question every day of whether I should eat this or that and is it god for me or not. Take it one day at a time. Try to make good choices today. Don't worry about all you have to lose or how overwhelming that is. Just try to do better today. Just today. And when you wake up tomorrow, try all over again. Hang in there..

Posted 11-03-2009 at 11:24 AM by ardita ardita is offline

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