You know I was never one of those ppl that wished away childhood or always said "I want to be a grown up." I was always more mature than my friends or anyone else my age. I pretty much always knew what to do, what's right, wrong, what you can actually get away with, and what the seriousness of the actual consequences were going to be. So then why do I hate being an adult now?! No it's not because of the responsibilites, my parents always made sure that I took responsibility for my actions...

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I'm not sure what's wrong with me... for a while I've been extremely happy, nothing's getting me down! Well until now... I'm not sure why either. I have absolutely nothing to be unhappy about!! Saturday I finished my personality test for the psychologist and he said he'll have his stuff turned in by next week and hopefully they get things done for me by Thanksgiving. Awesome!! I wasn't even freaked out to go back to him this time... so why am I sad? Although I suppose that it could just be that...

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Ask anyone who knows me; I've been freaking out about the psych evals!! I just never really saw the point in them and I think that I don't need psychological help at all!! I wanted to be a psychologist at one point in my life, but not so much anymore. Anyways, freaking out because I'm a worry wart and I like to work myself up and get all nervous and everything so then when I actually get there I'm not. Weird I know, but that's how I work! Mind you I always go to my appointments super early mainly...

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So I had my ultrasound Thursday and everything was fine. I had a gallstone, but no big deal the ultrasound tech said that most ppl just have one and it was making anything inflamed or anything like that. Check that off the list! Friday I went to my cardiac eval and that was a breeze. They took my weight (288 I've already lost 6 pounds woohoo!), checked my blood pressure, and did an EKG. I swear to you it took her longer to hook up the machine to me than the entire test. They said there are no problems...

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I am so unbelieveably frustrated!! Last week the psychologist office calls my home and leaves a message while I'm at work. Fine no big deal. I called back the next day... voicemail, so I left a message explaining who I am, that I was referred, that they called me yesterday, etc, etc and to call me back. I also called later in the day, to see if I could catch them at a better time. I'm not sure how most psychologist's offices are run because I've never been to one, but as far as doctors go, they...

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