How I dream...

In these very very early days of my decision to at least investigate GBS, I am shocked to be in such emotional turmoil... and I haven't even been to the info session yet!! I have read blogs and books, the wonderful successes, the complications and hardships.
I've decided to put aside my worries about the risks and complications, for now, and focus on why I want to go ahead with this. So this is a list of my dreams (some are very superficial I know but at least they're honest and real!!)
In no particular order... (and I reserve the right to update regularly!!)
I dream of health and fitness
No more running out of air half way up the stairs
No more anxiety at the doctors rooms wondering "what next" thanks to my weight
I get to fit in plane seats - with room!
Shopping for gorgeous clothes - choosing what I like and not what only fits
High heels without stressing about the heel breaking
No more stares and disgusted looks
Being okay with meeting new people
Being comfortable leaving the house
No more people being shocked when they see me with my mom (tiny little mom, huge big daughter)
No more ignorant doctors asking how it's going with my weight (Great thanks, why - are you trying to say I'm fat?? I hadnt noticed!)
No more children asking me why I'm so fat
No more joint pain
Looking forward to seeing people I havent seen in years rather than avoiding them
Buying evening wear!!
Sexy underwear
Swimming


Thats it for now.. will be adding loads more but can't think fast.

This helps... feel better already! Cant wait for my info session!!