So I weighed myself today for real and found that I weigh in at a whopping 335lbs. Not good news. I have been trying really hard to not eat actual food or anything bad at all… but this is really hard.

I had protein "shakes' all day and then I went to my parents’ house for dinner and we had seared tuna and vegetables and some rice. I also had a sugar free pudding cup, but sadly I feel like such a failure... I mean I am not supposed to eat actual food. At all!

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Thinthingirly

So I have consumed my first slim fast shake… it wasn’t so bad… I mean I loath the idea of another three weeks of this but that is fine whatever. Maybe for this week I can have some food or something in addition to these damned things. I guess that sort of defeats the purpose though… darn it.

Ok… so I am sort of starving right now and it is technically time for another “shake” I wonder if I added ice cream would it taste better? I really want a grilled chicken breast and some steamed...

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As a last supper of sorts... we went out to celebrate my brother's 28th birthday! His favorite food... aside from fois gras (it runs in the family) is sushi... so for dinner we celebrated my brother’s birthday and had dinner at Sushi Luxe.

It was amazing, and I ate so much. Well three rolls. I ended up having to unbutton my pants under the table. My bro had a fun time and though I thought my parents were ok with my need to have surgery, my dad confessed that he was worried.
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Post #1… the early years…

So my name isn’t really Fatty McFat… but it certainly does feel that way sometimes. It is hard for me to remember when exactly I was last skinny. Or that anyone one said wow you are thin… in fact that I don’t think has ever happened. I can recall one incident long long ago when my best friend (always thin and tall… she still is today) and I were standing together and her father said to mine they are so funny together like Lauren and Hardy.

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Thinthingirly

well it been 5 months already. it seem like i had surgery 2months ago wow time sure just fly when your having fun.
well last month was a great month in so many ways. i am in XL shirts now not quiet in a 20 pants but getting there.my thyroids are back to normal now and i am so happy about that plus my bmi went from 61.7 And now i am 39.2 i am no longer morbid obese. i can workout without feeling man i should go to sleep. i love exercising now. and i lost 13lbs last month. i some how new...

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