WOW...one more day and I feel so scared! I honestly thought I was going to be the fat girl for the rest of my life and I still have doubts that this surgery will work. I mean, what happens if I just lose 25 lbs and that's it? I don't think I could handle that.

I really do want this surgery, but it feels like I might be giving away a part of myself that I want to keep. How am I going to handle being a normal weight? I can hardly handle it when a few guys hit on me now, but soon I'm...

Axel