Well the final straw came today when i took my daughter and niece to a childrens party, we were all having a wonderful time when i bumped into a girl i used to work with and what did she ask me??? so how long have you left now? OMG i thought as she was referring to me being pregnant and you can imagine her face and how i felt when i replied 'oh i had a wee boy 15 weeks ago'. I have never felt so disgusted with myself so in a funny way she has helped to kick my butt into shape although...

Noonie

I think it is very interesting that so many of us feel like the real "me/us" is buried beneath the fat. I thought I was the only one who thought that about myself. As I gain and gain more weight, I always find myself looking in the mirror, wondering where I am...somewhere inside the outer shell that makes me not even recognize myself. I look at pictures of myself and wonder where I truly am, too. I feel like I have this filter built in most of the time, to just sort of make it easier to...

jenn75