I dont know maybe its the triple venti starbucks i just downed but i feel alittle better about myself today. I feel more empowered and my trainer recommended my snacks more healthier. Jiccama and hummus! yummy so tomorrow i will venture off to Sprouts and buy some. I cant understand still why the scale is not kind to me and my dream of doing the 1/2 PF Chang marathon was cut short after finding out the 1/2 marathon was 13.5 miles! I thought it was 5 miles darn it! Apparently the full marathon is...

Godsblessedme

I finally get to meet the surgeon tomorrow morning.
I have my list of questions. I hope that my weight is down. And I will leave the office with a surgery date. It's a bit arbitrary because the the insurance company still has to approve it. I can see the gliimer of light at the end of the tunnel, BUT I can not reach it.

I know that I will cry either way, if they approve it or not. One will be from relief and one from frustration. The waiting and not knowing is the worst ...

LizzieShell