I've not blogged since my serious breakdown several weeks back in regards to my FSA being depleted due to some serious misunderstanding with the out of network sleep study center.
Turns out, my surgeons office called them and they have this arrangement to accept what the insurance pays and will supposedly refund me the difference, two weeks later, I'm still waiting. I am hopeful but I refuse to believe it until I see it. I placed a call to their office today and I kinda feel like I was given the runaround but I am going to allow them just a tad bit more time to receive payment, post and issue refund. We shall wait and see..
I wanted to blog about tomorrows first nutritional and weight loss class.. I am excited. I had a terrible day today looking for that cute outfit to celebrate my 40th birthday party this saturday but found that looking at myself in a full length mirror thoroughly disgusts me. I cant believe I've allowed myself to get so out of control. I look hideous. There's nothing cute in any store that can mask this deformed body I carry around everyday. I read someones blog yesterday about how she still sees herself as this large person and I couldnt relate. I still in my head think I'm just a little overweight. Looking at that mirror today made me realize I am severly obese and I really need to do what needs to be done to make sure I qualify for this procedure. I dont know what I would do if I dont get it approved..
Turns out, my surgeons office called them and they have this arrangement to accept what the insurance pays and will supposedly refund me the difference, two weeks later, I'm still waiting. I am hopeful but I refuse to believe it until I see it. I placed a call to their office today and I kinda feel like I was given the runaround but I am going to allow them just a tad bit more time to receive payment, post and issue refund. We shall wait and see..
I wanted to blog about tomorrows first nutritional and weight loss class.. I am excited. I had a terrible day today looking for that cute outfit to celebrate my 40th birthday party this saturday but found that looking at myself in a full length mirror thoroughly disgusts me. I cant believe I've allowed myself to get so out of control. I look hideous. There's nothing cute in any store that can mask this deformed body I carry around everyday. I read someones blog yesterday about how she still sees herself as this large person and I couldnt relate. I still in my head think I'm just a little overweight. Looking at that mirror today made me realize I am severly obese and I really need to do what needs to be done to make sure I qualify for this procedure. I dont know what I would do if I dont get it approved..



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