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Gina · 03-17-2006, 09:59 AM

Ok in the last 2 weeks I have lost one ONE pound. I have been faithful to exercise 5-6 times a week, and I work HARD. I have been faithful to my eating... and sometimes I dont get to keep all that I DO eat. I am so frustrated. Had I cheated I wouldnt be soooo angry.

This morning I got the gym, weighed and left in tears, I didnt even work out. I went through too much, and go through too much every day for it to be just one pound every two weeks.

Please dont tell me that one pound is good and PLEASE dont tell me you have already lost 71 pounds. I know all of that. This is about NOW. PLEASE dont tell me to throw out the scale. Weighing once a week is not unreasonable.

I want sooo desperatly to eat a double cheeseburger and then just go to sleep... but now I am wondering why I feel the need to do something destructive to my body. At this moment I hate my body with every fiber of my being. I feel that it is betraying me and being stubborn. I feel that it is working against me.

I am quickly losing my motivation to go to the gym every day.... and before you say ... you are losing in inches ... my clothes havent changed the way they fit in 2 weeks either.

Thank you for letting me whine...