You didn't mention the T-Shirt thing..
The thing is, I am a bit apprehensive now about this. I am so sick and tired of being reminded of my weight. I go places and still people look at me like I am fat, or ask me when I am due because I still have this huge belly. People say mean things to me like "You shouldn't be wearing that" or whatever. So I think for now I will gracefully bow out and just try and be "Christina" for one freaking day without being reminded of my weight. Yes I am thankful for the surgery and will NEVER forget where I came from and try to be compassionate to all those who still struggle with their weight. I am truly proud of what I have accomplished so far, but I am sick and tired of dealing with it. I know I will carry that weight with me for the rest of my life.. even if it is off.. nobody will let me forget that I am fat. Thanks but no thanks.. Sorry if this seemed a bit rude.. I would have gone otherwise.. just don't have it in me right now. I know I have issues.. but I'm human too. I know it is a personal issue to me but I don't want to bring ya'll down so that's all I have to say about that.
Love ya girl..
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Christina
Open RNY 03/31/2004
274/128/137 (131 Per Dr. C)
BMI: 47 / 22 
"There's nothing noble in being superior to your fellow men. True nobility is being superior to your former self." - Ernest Miller Hemingway
"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal." - Henry Ford
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