I'm sorry you are going through this. I remember the first few weeks out were horrible for me with depression. Then it started going away and I had no reason to be depressed.. (I think I was masking it even from myself) for several months.. then all of a sudden.. BOOM I started getting depressed again and in a bad way. The last support group meeting I melted and cried my eyes out. It was ok though, because nobody judged me or made me feel bad about what I was going through. They just wanted to hug and support me.. I love the people here.. they know what I am going through as we all know what you are going through right now. Just come here or call us.. we will be there for you.. don't you worry what you are going through is perfectly normal..
Wishing you nothing but happiness and success..
