Dale,
I already feel that way!
Except I do not dump!
I get so scared!!
Because I can not excersize due to the hernia, I am PARANOID!! of gaining weight because of my ability to eat!
I have been floating around 173- 175, but sometimes it goes to 177 and I freak out. My P.S. Doc, says I am fine and that after the skin removal I will be at goal, but I still feel like a tub of lard and am so afraid I will gain weight!!
Besides the fact that I really never got to 155 which is where Kelly said I should be I feel like a failure. Could the last 20 pounds really be the skin?
Any whooo! I feel your pain Dale, but in your case since you have been under weight, I think you should be happy about it. When I first met you you weighed about 120 and you looked perfect, not so gaunt. I would shoot for somewhere around there and hopefully you are feeling better!
Rain
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