Originally Posted by willbowski

I am back to work in full uniform and I am tired of answering all the stupid questions that people ask. But most of all since I work nights I tend to find myself wanting to eat. Now I see where I gained all my weight(well part of it). I have been trying to fight the urge, I went and bought some apple sauce and rice cakes just to cure the crave when I get it. Most of the time its when I have nothing to do.

I really want to loose the weight and not mess up with my health doing something stupid but at times it gets harder and harder. I have spoken with my wife and she is behind me all the way along with my cousin, I think what I really need is to go back to the gym and hit the weights like I used to when I was wrestling. I know the moment I get back into that it will help me upstairs.
I mean at work I walk up and down the stairs just to get my wind going and to try to work in some form of cardo.

Well I just wanted to ramble about I am still adjusting to the new life I have entered and at times I still wonder why I did it to myself, or I wonder why did I let myself get like this to have to have the surgery. But thank god I have a strong will and mind and I think things through and talk about them and it helps.

Anywho thanks for listening, now its back to work enforcing New Yorks law and order lol.