Originally Posted by mbrace

Hello everyone I just wanted to check in with everybody and let you know I am doing good I weighed 218 today from 262 day of surgery that is 44 pounds in 7 weeks amost eight I do not really know how I feel about this I think I thought that things would be going faster everyone tells me how great I look but I think my body may be going faster then my mind I still feel like a huge fat girl I caught myself eating more then normal today I think it is because it is almost that time of the month I was not eating bad stuff just more then normal spread out through out the day this is the first time since my surgery that I have thought hey I ate alot today I did not get sick so maybe it was just more then normal I worry that the surgery is not working for me like it does anyone else I guess everyone probably thinks that I wish it would be warm already so that I can get outside and run around

feeling discoureged Melissa