Emotional Scarring
I'm scared! I was so excited to get my surgery scheduled. But now i'm scared about something else...By that I mean the hurts I've endured since I was little. I always knew I was fat, and the humiliation caused by being made fun of scarred me SO badly that I have a problem opening up to people. Does the confidence of losing weight make a lot of these emotional problems better... or should I actually seek some sort of psychiatric help to "talk about" my problems? I'm a psych major, so other than someone listening I'm wondering if that would do any good? And I also just wanted to let you guys know that I read so many of the posts on here and knowing that there is a group of people going through a lot of the same things really makes everything a little easier, so thanks to all you regulars who post!
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Christy Lap RNY
2/24/06
288/179/140
pre/current/Goal
-109 lbs 
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