Ryn

I like to think that I am pretty well adjusted in life, but I think I am wrong. I have always been a food hoarder. No I don't necessarily need to eat the food, just knowing it is there is comfort to me. Easter candy would be in my house until my mom threw it out because it was soo old. I can barely eat but I felt the need to buy approx EIGHT bags of soy crisps...um I haven't finished the original one I bought 2 weeks ago. I am obsessed with food. I think about it contantly-I am not hungry so I am doing ok in that respect.

My daughter talks to me like crap and disobeys the littlest command (don't use my new nail file on your toes...then she starts to do it with a smile, then doesn't get it when I get upset).

My bf is a totally loving person-when he feels like it, but he can blow up at any given minute for unknown reasons.

I am just tired...physically and emotionally.
OK pity party for me!

One good thing I met my protein goal yesterday! First time EVER!

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Ryndi
Open RNY
December 13, 2005
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I DID IT!