dude!
I am glad you just posted about your thoughts n stuff, I'll try not to hijack your diary too often BUT last night I was on the phone with GB and he told me I am a control freak... I told him no way am I control freak, and what he meant, I needed an example, etc. I didnt know what he was talking about, but then I just read your post... I am a control freak! I lose it so easily when things dont go as planned, I hide it, I laugh about it, I mask it, because MY life is good... blah,blah, blah.... man.... I am so happy that I finally went to counseling... I need to tell her about this! I am ina constant state of tug o war with my emotions... when will it stop, sometimes I think I need a miracle as well as a therapist. Thanks for sharing.... I appreciate it and you you sugar pea!
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J.Bridget Fisher aka koi-pea
2/9/04 lap 5'11"
298/170-trying to lose another 10
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What Sawyer would call me on LOST: ladybug
"People will argue with you that getting what you want in life isn’t something you can learn, if you’re destined to be one of the worlds winners as opposed to one of its perpetual whiners, its because you have been born with the right talents and temperament and have a big dose of self-esteem, ambition, and good judgment." Kate White
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