Hi Suzanne,
I was worried about you and thinking a lot about how you were the first visitor I had in ICU. I am so happy to see that you are back on the forum with us. I value your support and wisdom.
I am happy that you shared your feelings with all of us. We are here for you just as you have been for us. I am having the blues today and I find myself wandering the kitchen for food. It is very scary. I go shopping instead and if I keep that up, I will go broke. I know that when we give up our best friend...FOOD, it is so hard to not want it. I am only three months out and I am scared because I am tolerating more foods. Suzanne, I can totally understand how you feel and hope we can all help you. I would love to see you at the Thursday meeting. I know that Newthindale might go and she is over 2 years out..I think that is right. She could probably help a lot.
Do not worry about your weight gain. You will take it back off when you get back on track. I love your avatar and by the way you look great.
I hope to see you soon....hopefully this Thursday night. Stay here on the forum, we can all work together to help you through this.
Big Hugs to you!
