Keep sharing, Stacie!
Hey girl...I want to encourage you to share as much as you'd like with us about what you are going through! It helps SO much just to voice things and get them out. I know, this is going to be a helluva ride with your emotions and realizing just how "little" control we have over situations is VERY hard to deal with. I am a super-control freak too and letting go, even a little, can be a life changing experience. (I leave claw marks in just about everything! <LOL>)
I just wanted you to know that I can relate. I found out some CRAZY things about my family, myself, and my mother when I was 29 and I still do not deal with it well. All in time though...everything will be fine.
Love ya girl!
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~Karen 
Open RNY 04/13/04
313/230/158 (still pushing for that goal!)
"Don't take yourself so darn seriously!" Rule # 62
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