So much for sleeping in.......I had to change a pee bed at 4:45am. It was my own fault though. I didn't make my 3yo go to the bathroom before bed and I gave her Benadryl for her allergies. She was just too knocked out to wake up.
Some history on my eating disorders, a very condensed version: I became bulemic while sufferig from gallstones. I was misdiagnosed for over 6 months and learned that purging after eating stoppd the pain. After the surgery to have my gallbladder removed I couldn't bring myself to purge because I HATE throwing up so much....I turned to exercise and food restriction when the weight I lost purging came back (and then some). While anorexic (as sick as it sounds I LOVED this) I became pregnant with my second son, I actually got the OK from my OB to continue with the "diet and exercise" plan I presented him with. I ended up with a back injury about 3 months in and couldn't exercise.....turned to food and gained 50 lbs but I am so greatful that cycle ended. I truly enjoy exercise and that is why I am making sure to keep my calories at a decent level......anorexia would be so easy for me to get back into. Yes at times I feel that I could/should drop calories so maybe I will see the scale move but I am determined to do this right......
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 QueenB
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