You seem to have alot on your chest. You seem like you are surround by so many people but yet still so alone in your WLS journey. It is hard to get people to understand what it is you are going through. Know I want you to ask your self his question, the changes you are going through are they a bad thing? Don't fight the change if it will benfit you in the long run. It seems like you are worried about what your friends will think of your changes, to be honest and please do not take this wrong but this is about you. When the dest has settled and the hormones are back in place your real friends will still be standing by your side. Sometimes things are just not meant to be understood but supported by the people who say they love us. Honey let me tell you, if these are your real friends you should be able to open up about your Journey and share what is going on with you about the progress you are having. If you can't share that with your friends who can you share it with? I think after being the MO person for so long we get caught up in playing the background, away from the spotlight, so when that spotlight starts to shine on us we don't know how to handle it. Girlfriend you shine like the star you are. Hopefully in time you will be at some peace with obese woman image you seem to kind of hold onto. Take some time out for you and sit down and write out what you want, how you would like to be treated as appose to how you use to be treated. Sometimes a lot of you time is needed to get your mind right about all the changes you are going through. I hope all works out.
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