I am @ the 3 week mark, and thank goodness I am feeling better. I was close to tears everytime a meal time presented itself. I actually had my food come back up for the first time yesterday and it was amazing how much better I felt instantly. I will have to become careful with that as I can see myself returning to my old bulimic tendancies in order to make myself feel better.
I am with you Casey. I knew what I was getting myself in to, but I wasnt ready for the day to day frustration and near tears over what I did to my body. Now that i have my upper body strength back and I am able to move around without near fainting I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
There is a lot more to it than just the physical recovery and I thank goodness every day for the people on this forum. I probably wouldnt feel so good right now if it werent for all of you.
*hugs*
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Tammy through the years...
The beginning, the middle and the GOAL!
THE REASON I HAD GBS HAS ARRIVED!!
Brandon William aka "Nugget" born 3/30/2008 6lbs 11oz of absolute perfection.
10/27/2005 Dr. Mueller Lap and stuff
488 >> 230-ish. dropping!
"You can take the girl out of the East County but you can never take the East County out of the girl!"
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