11-12-2005, 07:38 PM
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Well its Saturday FINALLY and I got to have some broth and jello. I don't think I am going to be able to wait nearly a month to eat anything for "real". It's like torture LOL
I haven't taken anything for pain, not even Tylenol since Thursday and I finally slept from 11pm to 6:45 am ....... a whole night! I took a 3 hour nap this afternoon. I didn't feel like I needed to. Kris and I are going to watch a movie tonight so I am glad I did.
Kris keeps calling me skinny girl. It feels weird, not because I don't think I have lost weight..... because this morning, only 5 days out, I have lost 20 lbs per my scale.......but because I didn't do this to be skinny and I think that is how he see's it. I know he's seen my pain from my back and the other issues I have with moving around and the kids but I think he's stuck on skinny. I wonder if he'll be dissappointed if I don't get "skinny". I don't want to get skinny. I want to be healthy not waify......I have always had an athletic body and I would love to look like I eat (very important with 2 little girls at home I DO NOT want to look anorexic) and am physically fit.
I think I will talk with him about this tonight. That will solve that.
I have to be better about my walking. I am not walking as much as I would like but it's almost as if I can feel my body eating my leg muscles and hate it. I think I'll get some ankle weights. I get so restless so easily, I like to be doing something productive but I promised myself I would take this recovery really slowly because I deserve it.
In the next week alone I have something planned for every day except Monday. Awards assembly's, parent teacher conferences, Dr's appointments and a Thanksgiving celebration.........wonder how that will go  I can't turn down everything, maybe they'll have something I can eat a small amount of, like a cracker of some sort. My 3 year old will be devestated if I don't participate since this is her first presentation in preschool.....so crackers it will be 
Well someones home.........and I need to go walk.
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