Hope I am sure the majority have been through the feelings you are going through. I use to thin did my surgeon really do the surgery but I realize the truth when I eat one bit to many or if I gulp instead of sip, or if I eat broccoli
or test the spoon with a little milk. The truth shows. When I try on a pair on pants that I thought I would never be in again or put on a size I have never been in, or when I look in the mirror and admire that girl looking back at me. Me and Suzanne were discussing how talk shows talk about GBS but never really touch on the psychological aspects of losing weight as such a rapid rate that our mind doesn't have time to play catch up. This whole Journey is a very mental Journey. The wondering will this be different, seeing the drastic weight loss but still the doubt, the fear of actually losing it this time and keeping it off or some people lose weight but don't see it(it is mental). I think sitting down by your self and writting out the difference, keeping track of your measurements and the best piece of evidence, pictures. The whole mental part of just seeing it. It takes time. Everyday I wake up there is something new I notice about my body. Keep working that tool Hope, it will take you where you want to be.
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