Um, hello? Will you stop invading my mind, please? 
I have the same thoughts and feelings and I'm pretty sure they're normal. Everyone talks about how we're going to mourn food, but I think we also mourn ourselves. We have no excuse to fail this time around and now we are faced with the distinct possibility of losing our wall of protection. I know I say that I can't wait to lose weight and be thin and be attractive, yada, yada, yada. But I'm still scared because now people will see me differently.
Just my two cents
*hugs*
Axel
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Angst + Negativity + Skepticism = Axel 
Highest = 264 lbs
October 21, 2009 (surgery) = 253 lbs
October 26, 2009 = 244 lbs
November 10, 2009 = 230 lbs
December 1, 2009 = 220 lbs
January 18, 2010 = 208 lbs
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