Help me pals
I decided today to cut things off with Stan. Im trying to be strong about it, but its starting to "hurt" a little. Everything bewteen he and I is GREAT! SUPER! WONDERFUL even.... but I found out he's leaving for 3 years, not 2 and I really do not want to have a long distance relationship. In my heart I know it wont work its too great of a distance as well as time. I want more for myself. I dont see him asking me to marry him or anything like that, so I feel its best to move on.
All I want to do is grow old with someone, white picket fence, yada yada yada... but it always falls through. <sigh>
I dont have a best friend or anyone to talk to about these things without feeling like a burden, so I just wanted to put it out there, to kind of get it off my chest because my heart is just aching.
Do you guys have any thoughts on this? Am I being too hasty? Im sad. Thanks pals!
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