Oh, how I remember the post-op depression! I mourned the loss of food. Afterall, we grew up celebrating with food, everything was centered around food and now it's as if we've lost a part of ourselves. It does pass with time. Remember the surgery is permanent...no turning back. Try to make the best of it. I know that's a bit harsh, but you really can't do anything about it. I had to be put on Lexapro for anxiety and depression because of mourning food, and alot of other stressful situations in my life. It does get better! I promise!!! As you see the weight fall off, and you start wearing smaller sizes, it's a huge mental rush! All the "firsts" you'll start having, like crossing your legs, walking up steps without losing your breath, sitting in a chair not worrying if it will hold you, not having people make snide/rude comments.
As for the hunger, try some yogurt or even some oatmeal. It'll only take a bite or two to fill you up at first, but it'll taste so good! Even some mashed potatoes would be fine.
Keep your chin up! You're going to be fine!
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Tabitha
Open 5/26/04
321/171/Passed Goal!
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