In a little slump
Hey all,
I am writing to vent a little. No one here seems to understand me. I guess being 2 1/2 weeks out, reality is starting to set in. These past couple of days i have not been feeling like myself. I know you shouldnt weigh yourself everyday, but i am just so anxious. I had been losing so much weight, but for the past 3 day i have only lost .5lbs. This is really frustrating seeing that i am hardly eating anything. I dont know what is going on? Is it possible that my body is trying to stop losing weight? I am just in a a funk, and am dying to get out of it. I should be thrilled that the painful part of surgery is over and that i am starting my new life, shouldn't i? I keep telling myself that as bad as things seem now, they are not even close to how things were or would have been if i had not made the decision to have gb. I guess i just thought that after surgery things would just be a bed of roses, quess i was wrong!
I feel much better after getting this all down on paper. It has been building up inside of me. I am so happy that i have joined this forum. Everyone on here is amazing , and are truly inspiring. I can't tell you how great it feels to go onto the site and see so many others feel the same way i feel. Thank you all so much!
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Ashley
Lap RNY 8/15/05
277/180/170 
pre op/post op/goal
"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them."
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