OK.
Kelly... I have one thing to say to you. Do something for YOU and do it now. Do NOT worry about what BF may or may not be doing or what sis is doing or whatever... Something for KELLY. Crash at BF's for now as it is a safer place than your own... and apply for SCHOOL. FAFSA. Online. Do it now. You need your tax info from this spring. You will qualify. Get enough grant/loan money to get thru the fall semester and take some classes... throw yourself into them. That way, if BF goes away, you have something to do for 5 days a week. Get a part-time gig selling shoes or phones or shit, I don't care. Make enough to pay your insurance, and live off the student loan money. It can be done. Easily so. In the process you will learn to be independant of the craziness, you will be bettering your life, and you will show BF and everyone else that you are courageous, smart, independant and motivated. Degree=better job, confidence=better behavior from the BF or a better BF, and all of this gets you out of the insanity which is WORSE for your health than anything.
Right, so if you need help with this... shoot me a PM.
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Tina
Auburn, IL
Pre-Op - Dr. Icaza, Springfield, IL
GOAL: Surgery by Oct. 2009
3-17 Seminar - DONE - 250 lbs
3-23 1 month - 246 
4-16 Nut - DONE
4-16 Consult Dr. Icaza - DONE
4-17 Nut Class - DONE
4-23 2 month - 251 
4-27 Phys Eval - DONE
4-29 Psych Eval - DONE
Bloodwork DONE
5-21 3 month 249
6-04 Nut Again - DONE
6-22 4 month - 249 *sigh*
7-21 5 month - 243.3
8-26 6 month
9-07 237!!!!
Waiting on INSURANCE!!
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