((((( Jenn )))))
It's good that you have someone who can keep you in check during your liquid self-medication, so that it doesn't get out of control.
You might want to search TT about addiction transfer, because it seems to be very common to post-op WLS'ers. Something we all need to be aware of. However, one thing this tells you is that you are not alone. I think knowing this can make one feel quite normal, and perhaps can make the step toward this healing less difficult.
I wish you every success.
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~ Marella
Day 77: TTwo-terville - 53 lbs down
Day 188: Century Club - 100 lbs down
Day 366: 1 Year - 146 lbs down
Day 396: One-derland - 153 lbs gone forever! (my pic progression)
Starting BMI: 60.4 / Current BMI: 33.6 
Nearly 16 TEN pound bowling balls down... OMG, let me pinch myself!
I don't want to know how much I have left to lose -- I find it encouraging to see how far I've come!
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