Thank you. That's why I got rid of my scale. Because at 219, I still feel very obese. My mom told me this morning, I was getting skinny. I was pissed! I am by no means skinny. I'm in a size 16 and some 18s depending on the brand. I have a pair of size 14s I can get into too. I'm trying to focus on how I feel and look, only if I could get the number on the scale out my mind. It's all a numbers game for me--how much I weigh, what size I wear . . . I feel so bad because I should be so happy I've lost 90 lbs and went from a size 24 or 26 to the size I am now.
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Highest/Before Liquid Diet/Before Surgery/Current
Roux-en-Y Surgery Date: 10/30/08
Official Century Club Member (as of 8/23/09)
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