Oh sweetie,
~*~super huge hugs~*~
I have no idea what to say other than you have to look out for yourself. If you don't think you and the Marine are ready to play house don't do it. But, remember you can look to the state for help. I'm not sure what it's called there but, here in MA they have 40b housing. Every rental area has to have so much and they are nice places. You pay a fraction of the rent and sometimes they even cover the utilities. It's something to look into. You have worked for years and will continue to work later in life so why not use your own tax dollars?
You have my number if you need anything. Luv ya girly
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Mad luv and respect,
Charlie 
LAP/RNY 8/20/09
"Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible, and suddenly you are doing the impossible."
– St. Francis of Assisi
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