OK Jersey I have never commented on anything you have ever written because what I would have written would not have been nice...With that out of the way I think some of your bad attitude is because what you have described about the last 10 years of your life....Are you living at your mom's house??? It says you don't want to move in with her.
Just because your sister has had complications from her surgery doesn't give her any reason to do drugs and your mom is enabling the situation which makes it worse. Did the Dr. say your sister was dying??? Or is that how your mom interpreted it. They need counseling and so do you. But from what you write I don't see that happening. I wouldn't move in with your mom even though your not ready you'd be better off living with your bf...I don't really know what to tell you but I think you need to stay far away from the situation and get yourelf some couseling. If your not working maybe there is somewhere you could get some help for free or a sliding scale. But I honestly feel you need to get counseling and you need to stay away from the situation until you get yourself on track....Good Luck....If you want to PM me please do....
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Dr's goal for me I made it... 
Not sure of my goal...  maybe 130....
Lap Rny March 9, 2009
No longer taking blood pressure or diabetes meds.
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