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Old 03-04-2009, 12:49 AM   #17 (permalink)
jennalynntweedy
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Join Date: Nov 2008
Age: 40
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Default hope this works

I will be starting this as soon as I get more protien powder. 3:30am now and I will be getting the stuff today and starting Friday. I have felt like a failure since I have gained back about 70 pounds (surg. date was in July of 1996. I feel like I am back to my old eating habits including hideing and eating food in my room while watching TV. I know that everyone says not to do this but I have such a horrible relationship with my mom and she is usually in the kitchen or family room. Everytime I eat something no matter what (it can be a grape) she either shoots me looks that could kill, or starts in with little comments about how I could lose wt, How much better I looked a few years ago ect I it is hard for me to even be in the same room with her. I am on disablility and am trying to find an apartment of my own or a person who needs a roommate but I can not afford many places. So I need to deal with it. I know most of my eating is emotional. I hope this works!!!
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