zoe22jeter

I have a fear....that I will lose weigth and get healthy but be hideous. I am only 24 and still VERY interested in men and that subject. I want to feel attractive and sexy with my clothes off and know I will never be able to afford my own surgeries(medicaid is payign for GB). I am already in MAJOR debt from college loans, and with this economy I haven't been able to find a job - Anthropology here btw). I am worried about losing th eweight but gaining the massive amounts of skin. Anyone knwo about medicaid covering plastic repaoirs after GB surgery?

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For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."- 2 Timothy 1:7

High 275, pants 24/26, shirt 3x-4x(22/24), bra 44-46DDD
Surgery(2/17/09) 255
Onederland 6/2/09 - 197lbs (1st time since 2004!)
Current 173 (8/4 will be 6 mo out!) DOWN 102lbs from high , pant size 14/16, shirt xl(14/16)bra 36c/d
Goal 140, size 8/10