Today!!!!
Well I am down over 46 pounds now, I feel terrific physically, but am dealing with the emotional trauma of loosing my most fabulous and motivating gramma, she was my mentor my inspiration, she knew me better than I knew myself, she has been my rock all my life. Now she is gone. I am trying to remember to eat still and take care of my self because I know that would be what she would tell me, it still is hard. Flew to Utah yesterday to be with my parent through this difficult time. I will be here until Monday and then I will return home.
I felt so great looking at the scale and seeing 232.6, wow amazing that in 6 weeks I could loose that much weight, it seems to be melting off all over not just in the stomach area, I notice it the most in my thighs, my hubby he said he sees it in my back side and hips, and my mom she said she can see it in my face and arm, Funny how everyone sees it in different places. Oh well I dont care how you see it as long as you see it.
Because of nerves and stress can really only stand the fluid, so drinking my protien shakes and water, I am trying my food but tummy does not like it. Will have to make do until the grief subsides and my body settles down.
Starting to like myself again, not quite to the love my self but I kinda like myself agin so that is a terrific feeling.
Will update more later once I return home.
HHHHMMMMMMMMM what will it feel like whe I am finally under 200 pounds?
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 Today is the first day of the rest of my life and only I can make the difference
Date of surgery: 12/19/08
Highest weight: 297.2 ( pre diet for surgery)
Weight at Surgery: 287 lbs
Realistic Goal Weight: 170
Dream Goal weight: 150 lbs
Current Weight: 170lbs
 scale whore #56
ONE DERLAND finally--05/12/09
100 POUNDS GONE FOREVER[/SIZE]
GOAL ATTAINED :D 08-15-09
No longer morbidly obese
No longer Obese
No longer Hypertensive
No longer have high cholesterol
No longer Diabetic
Still overweight but working on it
Now happy health and living life to the fullest
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